i dunno

I really dunno...
dunno y i love tat person...
i really dunno y...
y i will love wif the bad boy...
it is oni my imagination...
i really very sad when i knoe tat he had couple wif a girl...
But,i control myself ....
think it as oni my imagination in my heart...
tis is no real ....
oni a story,a tale...
a non-fanstatic tale...

I thought in my heart oni those princess fairy tale...
suddenly i knew tat,
i won't n aso can't...
be the fairy princess in tat far ,far world...
i hope i oni the bird...
flew over the sky ...
freedom ....
ran out for the stupid place...
tat near in my heart....

my heart really pain for it ....
till now...
hurt n pain more tat last time when i love them two...
now,
i release my hand from them...
cuz,
they didn't care bout me,
know well bout me,
ever worse we didn't know each other...
i hope i can hav a really good couple tat stay beside me...
joy me,make me feel the happiness ....
when i sad ,he care me...
i know it was possible ...
so,i juz think it like my dream,
imagination oni...
maybe one day it will desire my wishes...

i

I knoe u hate me...
I knoe u backstep me...
I knoe...I knoe...I knoe...
SELFISH is not a wrong...
At here,
I wan to tell u a story...
Although is about a lady,
i hope u can continue reading...
I saw a lady ...
She is my neightbour...
Stand beside the gate...
smoking n 'f' wif her phone...
At here,
I knoe tat,
she is bad,
like a real''along''
Shout everyday...
Shout to her husband...
Scold her daughter...
One day,
her daughter smoking...
she cane the daughter...
the daughter cried n pleased her mum...
but,
the mum still non-stop caning her daughter...
the mum cried...
u knoe y????
She dun wan her daughter like her...
smoking...
like a bad women...
See...
how selfiish is the mum...
some will ask...
y the mum didn't let the daughter smoke???
She aso smoke,rightt???
a bad mum aso willl cane her daughter...
to save her daughter's future...
how about u to friendship???
I dunno...
I really dunno..
I dunno y u can change when the person call u to stop...
our relationship...
n break so easily....
u knoe me more than her....
4years...
more that 4 years...
u can break it suddenly...
I dunno...
I only knoe ...
I am a SELFISH girl...
tat live in ur heart...
~selfish ending~

4 my frendz xxx..

This was no the first day ,second day ,she hate me without reasons.
Actually now you are very annoying me.
You dun wan to share your happiness 2 me.
I could find another friends than better than you.
But ,i didn't...
Cuz you still my good friend in my heart..
i was so comfused why you dun wan 2 talk wif me...
Cuz of wat ...
You dun wan 2 tell me ...
i can't know it 4ever...
ever...my life..
can u tell me personally or send me a massage??
i know after you saw this massage ,
u won't reply me..
but ,blog just like my wall,
write n draw whatever i wan,
no the end,no life...
simply end when i wan to leave...

todays exam

Today,

is moral exam...

i dunno how 2 do...

i so stupid ..

useless...

i felt i wil fail in this exam...

but how...

who tell me no need 2 study...

i am in stress...

suffering the pain...

i hope i can bye 4 2morrow..

free me ...

free me...

compication

Long time i didn't write for my blog...
Cause buzying ..
Now ,
my relationship with my friends hav some complicate...
I dunno why they do that to me ...
I aso dunno why they wan to hurt me like that ...
It that i did something wrong to them..
I dunno ...
I eally dunno..
I actually dunno...
I hope i can stand beside the beach ...
Forgive them what they did to me...
If hav a drink that let me forgeet all the sad things..
I think i would like to hav a try...
Forget and free myself...
maybe in the ocean...
dreaming in it...

complication

A few months ago,i hav a couple wif a boy.The boy that i unknown ,cuz he is my cousin's friend .How we know each other??Of cuz of this Chinese New Year,the boy took the phone from my idiot and shit cousin lah...My cousin went and gave him without my permission .Ok ,no choice,i thought i can just follow my destint to like the unknown boy .