i quit....

i quit from pengawas game...
quit becoming a perfect....
i thk n thk so many thingz...
is tat i suitable to become a perfect...
lastly,i did my decision on FB...
tat is letak jawatan...
of cuz,tis is no because i m a copy cat...
is because i hate perfect lifestyle...
no money untung lagi mau kena marah o...
Becoming a perfect is such a waste....
waste energy...study time....
how i can suffer tis 4 last three yearz....?
so i decide quit n balance my study....
done well in my study ....
not as weak like now...


PMR result is damn 4 me...
cuz i didn't put all my effort in the exam...
menyesal sekarang...
so i have to accept lol....!


my love....

argue...ment....

i juz post tat blog yesterday....
i thought something will be different....
alr 3 days they dun wan to talk to each other....
oni call me to pass the message to each other....
i juz they post-women or their bridge....
i wan to put down....
cuz i wan to break my head....
better ran to oversea rather stay at here...
live myself or leave me in a room....
let me crazy or die even best....

while u,
thank for ur comment....
i still think u can be back n start a new 'light' wif her....
although i dunno at had happen between u two...
but i know....
u two still love wif each other....

u,
u hate me...
never mind....
i can juz one eye open,one eye close....
oni i can do is cheer u up...
by my retard's favourite action....
or JOKE....s
i hope u can stop tackle me from the FB....
cuz my emotion is unstable....
my heat in the body will release one day ......
u think oni u can angry me..?
and i wouldn't do tat ...
juz stop wat u do now...
''Saya tak kacau awak..,u jangan sesekali kacau saya''
cuz not everything i can stop fighting wif u in school or wat...
i hope u know wat i talking about...
stop all ur hateness to me....
cuz i m not SPK in ur hand ....
""NOTICE:I AM NOT SPK OR HER FANS.....""

u,my best fren in school....
u teach me many thing...
i juz knew tat i am so stupid ...
altough we knew not longer tat them,...
but our work....are good better than other....
cheer my fren...
to change the world ....

Break...freeze....

tis week...

got some many couple break down..

my cousin....my fren.....

and aso my best,best fren in my class....

i can see they still luv each other...

although i dunno y they wan to break down...

i felt sad....

cuz the relationship can easily brak....

but,
i still hoope them can be good fren or wat?

u ,

i ask u so many times...

but u juz giv me a simply answer...

no..no..no..

reason is :no feel to him now...

i knoe u juz said...

but u veri k him....

juz dun lie lal...

if u reali dislike...

ignore it...

u again...

i knew u will view my blog....

alr 6 months u didn't talk wif me properly n k me....

i knoe u angry ....

but...

u reali dunno y i angry.....?

or u juz ignore our relationship....

i dunno lah,,,

ur wish....i can juz ......receive....

tis week,

i found i lost my friendship,love n study....

i am loser in everything....

friendship....

i still in trouble....

scare be repeel by fren...

love....

i found but scare to ask....

cuz i thk tis love is still unstable by now...

trouble unstopped coming soon...

i dunno wat can i do....

juz be myself.....

i gonna crash my head ...

by family....

i thk i will ran away from the house....

i tak boleh tahan lah...

argue...argue ....agrue....

u two makee me crazy....

i dun wan to live in the broken family...

i hope u knoe..
i juz wan peace....

y u two can't do tat?

Give me some space n peace.....

in study...bisness...at home....?

let me smile....

take snapshot...

be happy teenage in life....

Am i stupid?

Iagree i am little bit retard....
I agree i am little bit stupid....

Bad in basketball shooting...
study........
communication....
and more....

But,
i still dunno y u wan to hurt me again n again....
alwayz stop me away...
dun let me try....
cheek me...

u,mum,
i reali dunno wat i can do...
i felt away from u ....
i am under control....
wat u said i aso follow...
i try to do.....
but u scold me wif those bad thing...
but i had try my best ...
not to go out wif my friend...
refuse outing...
but...
i wan hav my own memories wif my friend...
i knoe u trying to protect me...
but i am fifteen this year...
can u juz giv me a little bit of freedom....
u make my like a child who still under control by u....
can u juz giv me some times for me with my friend...?


frenz,
i knoe i m 'trouble' for u all....
i felt sorry too...
n retart....am i rite?
but i juz wan to cheer u all....
like tat our friendship wont me far distance....
n tis is my wayz to keep pur friendship without breaking....
i hope u all knoe....

while u ,unknown,
i can felt ur ''un-acception''...
i knoe what i should do....
juz be normal....
without cure anyone....

CHEER WIF STUPID HERE!!!!!!~
Dear ,can u hear me?

27th sept...surprisessssssss

oh my god....

today i was so excited....

full of happiness n aso sadness...

thank 4 my frenz tat giv me ''surprise''

tat in my gang...

Luv u all ...

No birthday song,

even a present...

is quite a sad newz...

but lastly u all bring 4 me...

thankz...

CHEER WIF me , my frenz!!!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF...

my mind is ~zero

Zero...

Wat mean zero???

attitude zero?

mind zero?

study zero?

friendship zero?

family zero?

or care zero?

i dunno.

tis two weeks,
i rethink our relationship between''her'' n i....
alr 3 to 4 months ...
she didn't talk wif me...
care me...
she aso didn't wan to see me...
i knoe....
my mind is full of questions...
???
is tat i should fren wif her back...
all my anger is goin cold...
is tat my problem???
i dun thk so....
but,if she will talk wif me...
i thk i will trying to save...
cuz...
i wan to see changes...
i hope she will giv me a surprise...
refren wif me....
i goin to 4get all d nonsense...
in our trouble class...
4give....
4give her...


while my mum..
i dun wan to say lah...
nag me...
dun let me go out wif my fren...
said those newspaper got many case....
girls been murders...
internet spoil our mind...
i will balance my mind lah...
u keep stopping me playing computer...
but i won't...
tat no mean i betray me ,rite?
oni on blog i can juz release my anger...
but no blaming anyone...here
from now...
except i gonna to kill the human being...
haha~
holiday gonna over...
Sad holiday....poor holiday....
CHEER!

without u of my life..o_o

I can juz breath without u...
without a friendz...exspecially u ,better tat lost a pen...
u,give me a lot of memories....
happy n aso sad...
but,never mind...
cuz wat i trying to save is useless...
cuz u never try to save tis friendship...
so,i leave u away....

when tuition,
r u think i wan to sit beside u...?
if no place...
i would sit beside u...
a wet place...
so now,i rather sit beside k.h aso wont sit beside u....
i dun wan to disturd ur stuff...
i dun wan to hear ur stuff...
i am trying to leave away from u ...
without any ''yi han''...
Bye,no comment!!!
















My birthday is coming soon...
27.9 ,but nobody know...
today i take care canteen..
there was someone birthday..
a lot of them celebrate wif her...
although there was no any cake at all....
but, i felt happy...
i no comment on tat.....
i felt lonely on tat.....0_0
i dun wan present ,not celebration...
i oni wan u all know tat ......
Singing birthday song for me...














Y.X ,i know u cuz ur boy friend...u dun wan to talk wif me...
i felt sad...till i dun wan to go library...
i hope u can forgive me...
but tis advice is out from my mind...
i hope u can know it...
forgive me...
i would harm u..
as ur friend...
i juz oni can advice...
without scolding...
if i scold u,u can hear...
i felt happy too....
but, u not understand...
i am waiting u ,my dear friend...
u phoned to him...
i knoe...i know u non-stop loving him...care him...
fall in deep love
but i hope u can control..
or balance between study n love..
no comment on u...
juz hope u can forgive...