tired...lonely...

Today is Saturday...
normally i wil go to shop to help my father...
but today i go for mca meeting...
i felt tired for whole day photosnap...
n i felt boring...
i knoe u are in a pink of health...
wif other people outing...
not in any bad condition...
but
i juz wan to tell u tat...
i hope u wont forget our promise...
continue be my ''bro''
as wat u promise me when primary time...
BROTHER~

and i hope i can be Belle n Edward...
be the vampire n live beside u 4ever.....
just like twilight story traitsssssssss.....

is tat ugly duck can bocome princess?!?

This is my BROther...~cool,rite?

Today,my tittle is:''is tat ugly duck can be a princess?''
I write this tittle as my topic cuz i thk i m an ugly duck,
who willing to become a princess...
and romantic love story in my life..
this is no perasaan to everyone..
is because i reali like him...
but becuz my uglyness...
i felt humuliated by other...
i felt loneliness...
i felt uncommunicate wif u...
i felt stress...
i felt scare...
Why?
I dun deny tat reali scare ur heart will be stolen by other...
I scare for commpetiting wif other...
cuz...i juz want u to protect me...
juz like how my BRo protect me...
i knoe u had invited me last Saturday..
n i didnt join..
i knoe this is a chance which can more understanding u...
however,becuz i dun wan to betray my parent...
n i lie to u tat i will go back to hometown...
i felt sad too...
but i know u wont k..
cuz i am not as important in ur heart..
i juz an ugly duck
as carmen lonely priness...
who oni waiting for princess to protect me...
as a sister which must be protect by a brother...
underspell....
n become an ugly duck.....

speedless...

i reali hope we can be the same world human being...
stay beside u...
n be ur only one...
but i knoe it was inpossible for u n me...
i knoe u won't becuz of me n leave her away...
so i can only watchin u n protect u in my heart...

speedless to argue,
speedless to angry wif u...
speedless to joke...
slowly...slowly...
become inversible n forget...
in ur heart...

My 1st 2011 post~~~

Tis week quite rush cuz tis is the busy school started.I quite surprise cuz i m study at Account class.Maybe i m not interested in Science,so i felt happy when i in Account class.Although Account class is too boring n everyday did Maths the most craziest.But,i still enjoy in the class.

Last Wednesday(5.1.11),(if i not mistaken)....He talked wif me...He tried to talk with me by himself at the canteen.He asked me tat y i dun wan to be a prefect.Such a waste i didn't continue he said.However,he regarded me.This is the 1st time he talk to me.I overjoy actually.But,i still remember wat i m doing.Stop dreaming in my mind!~Another one is,i regard him as my best friend in my school life.~

Yesterday,i went for Shabu Shabu tat invited by my club.Probably i will not be go,cuz my tuition classes over the dayz.I felt happy cuz my dad asked me tat i hav to attend the party.I felt surprised.I enjoyed very much.I ate twice Shabu2 for 5hours.I ate untill the restaurant was closed with my senior n friend.I felt happy too cuz ''they'' r friend again....I hope they can care about their friendship or relationship now.However,i would like to congrate them....Let's cheer ~my friend.~

However,sorri joo yee n li xin last nite,cuz i promised u all to hav a drink at mama stall yesterday.Sori~maybe later i belanja u back next time....~

i quit....

i quit from pengawas game...
quit becoming a perfect....
i thk n thk so many thingz...
is tat i suitable to become a perfect...
lastly,i did my decision on FB...
tat is letak jawatan...
of cuz,tis is no because i m a copy cat...
is because i hate perfect lifestyle...
no money untung lagi mau kena marah o...
Becoming a perfect is such a waste....
waste energy...study time....
how i can suffer tis 4 last three yearz....?
so i decide quit n balance my study....
done well in my study ....
not as weak like now...


PMR result is damn 4 me...
cuz i didn't put all my effort in the exam...
menyesal sekarang...
so i have to accept lol....!


my love....

argue...ment....

i juz post tat blog yesterday....
i thought something will be different....
alr 3 days they dun wan to talk to each other....
oni call me to pass the message to each other....
i juz they post-women or their bridge....
i wan to put down....
cuz i wan to break my head....
better ran to oversea rather stay at here...
live myself or leave me in a room....
let me crazy or die even best....

while u,
thank for ur comment....
i still think u can be back n start a new 'light' wif her....
although i dunno at had happen between u two...
but i know....
u two still love wif each other....

u,
u hate me...
never mind....
i can juz one eye open,one eye close....
oni i can do is cheer u up...
by my retard's favourite action....
or JOKE....s
i hope u can stop tackle me from the FB....
cuz my emotion is unstable....
my heat in the body will release one day ......
u think oni u can angry me..?
and i wouldn't do tat ...
juz stop wat u do now...
''Saya tak kacau awak..,u jangan sesekali kacau saya''
cuz not everything i can stop fighting wif u in school or wat...
i hope u know wat i talking about...
stop all ur hateness to me....
cuz i m not SPK in ur hand ....
""NOTICE:I AM NOT SPK OR HER FANS.....""

u,my best fren in school....
u teach me many thing...
i juz knew tat i am so stupid ...
altough we knew not longer tat them,...
but our work....are good better than other....
cheer my fren...
to change the world ....

Break...freeze....

tis week...

got some many couple break down..

my cousin....my fren.....

and aso my best,best fren in my class....

i can see they still luv each other...

although i dunno y they wan to break down...

i felt sad....

cuz the relationship can easily brak....

but,
i still hoope them can be good fren or wat?

u ,

i ask u so many times...

but u juz giv me a simply answer...

no..no..no..

reason is :no feel to him now...

i knoe u juz said...

but u veri k him....

juz dun lie lal...

if u reali dislike...

ignore it...

u again...

i knew u will view my blog....

alr 6 months u didn't talk wif me properly n k me....

i knoe u angry ....

but...

u reali dunno y i angry.....?

or u juz ignore our relationship....

i dunno lah,,,

ur wish....i can juz ......receive....

tis week,

i found i lost my friendship,love n study....

i am loser in everything....

friendship....

i still in trouble....

scare be repeel by fren...

love....

i found but scare to ask....

cuz i thk tis love is still unstable by now...

trouble unstopped coming soon...

i dunno wat can i do....

juz be myself.....

i gonna crash my head ...

by family....

i thk i will ran away from the house....

i tak boleh tahan lah...

argue...argue ....agrue....

u two makee me crazy....

i dun wan to live in the broken family...

i hope u knoe..
i juz wan peace....

y u two can't do tat?

Give me some space n peace.....

in study...bisness...at home....?

let me smile....

take snapshot...

be happy teenage in life....