friendship broke

Today is my 16 days that tjy didn't talk with me .She is my best friend in my class too.Same as llm too.They two can said is my best best friend in my life.They two good to me amd me too.But,suddenly only ,they become unfriendly with me .You know what is the reason a not.Because of.. ...(private)They two scold me back.I was so hurt till now too.Why lah?Why u all should do me like this ..I suffer for it .Why u all have a same taste as me lah?First a boy ,then a girl .Why only u can have it and i can't ?So hurt in it ,u know ?The blood dropped in my heart ,deepper and deeper .So painful ??I dun wan this life ,i want to get out from this suffer.(No die opinion,ok)Who can help me ?

Today ,exam science and moral .Many people meniru when the exam .Including the 1A prefect Dhi Ren and Kisheen .How can them ?But this is very normal when exam .Cause me too .This is my first exactly meniru lol...(o.o) I dun think so i proud for myself ,while is opposite.

Bye .Have a nice bath at my bathroom now .Gotta bye .

Accident

Yesterday was a heavy rainning at here.With this cold climate timer ,i hope i can enjoy a cup od hot beverage.Unfortunely ,there was no any hot water .So , at the same time ,i felt boring and lonely at the workshop.My brother and i went out for testing the speedy car which drove by him .That was a super car ,ready!!Lancer Evaluation lighting car fly on the wet road .It was so excited and adventure too .Suddenly ,the car turn and turn like play on the roller coster .We crash the car badly .We crash the car with a small Kancil car .The car detroyed badly at that time .''Oh man...How lah ..'' i shouted .We drove the car then turn back to the shop .We two have a smash fromm my father.

Ha Ha ,this is my experience for me in this accident !!

so bad lah !!!

I WANT A GIRL / BOY FRIEND TOO

When i saw my friend ,i was very jealous them.Cuz them have a proper boy / girl friend .While i only a singer girl .Some of my friend ,they have a ''less'' girl friend ,but some time ''less'' no wrong ,right ???

I want the hotness from my friend too.I was boring for my life .I hate this ,i hate that .... ...I felt my friend trying to betray me .Maybe is my imagination.Cuz nowaday ,i was very sensitive with all my friend.Cuz wif this ,many boy normal friend didn't like to join me.

I hope have someone will join me .Be my friend .... ...

Le Ming r u know i love u long time ago...

Friend ,carmen waiting for u ....

unknown

Today was a boring day .Tne lock ran very slow , as slow as a tortise walking.Anything happen today i dun want to say.Police station , temple and home i have gone to .That is a worderful and excited dreaming at those places ...

Worderful day... ...No reverage blog

Today ,i drank a cup of tea and enjoyed my breakfast.The breeze were cool and fresh .Maybe i never woke up early like 6.30am ,so i felt cool .After my breakfast ,i went to the nearest garden having a worderful jogging .

I know my people saw my blog will say : Carmen ,ur blog always full of reverage and hateness.Why this time ...???I very hate u all.Cuz u all didn't add me as a fans .

'' ~!@#$% '' u all are ... ...

Today ,my worderful day was full of fun and interesting .So ,i nothing to write in my blog .
HaHa ...Today ,my blog didn't write any reverage and hateness.What a certain day !!!


Holiday sometimes can be very boring and fun too.Only see the owner will use the time or not.


Nite ..

Actually friendship is that can be believe by us ???

U tell me lah ...Is that friendship can be believe by us ???I very meseable of love and friendship.I just like a little bird in the cage ,don't how to free myself.U tell me lah ???What can I do ???This is break down my friendship or wat???

How many times i want to cry ???But , i don't know why i cry or cuz what i cry ???

I have a best friend .I do her best friend for 4 years ,from a ugly duck becomes a beautiful swan .I can't control myself.When i saw her ,i will think back many things.About my .....

How???How???I want to cry .I hope i want to die too.

CRY can't solve any problems ,die too.So how??


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Friend and love ,how to different it ???

Till now , i believe love and friend very hard to different it.Cuz ,in the world ,we can't find a very very best friend.But ,if u get a best friend ,u must good to her /him as a friend .

Today ,i only know.All my friends beside me all like ''two faces phantom''.Sometimes ,friend to you .Sometimes , hate u like a enemy.Till u can't differnt it.Sometimes ,the people so weird and scary.I readly don't how to solve my friendship 's problem.When i wrote this blog ,i actually want to cry.I can't control my sad.I hope i can have a best friend to share my sad.

While love ,i don't know.Sometimes,i very jealous.I jealous this and that.So now ,i decided to put down all my love to the boy just same as my best friend.Before this ,i and my best friend because love a same boy until want to break this friendsip.So from now,i want to put down all the loves.Become a single and happy girl.

Now,i am a SINGLE girl.

I will catch back my lover next year or after the next year.That time i will catch back last b.f. .You must wait for me b.f.