tention....life

it is my secret!!!

so, dun tell anyone accept u see my blog,

dun tell me...

Start...

When i receive u blog,

i felt very angry tat times ,

but,

when i understand ur problem n feeling....

i knew tat u really same as last time...

like the grass on the field let the human stepped on it ,

i knew tat actually u aso very tention...

But when i think about u,

i very stress n tention,

u good in studies and co-co,

a good prefect,good AJK in Chinese Society,
a good treasurer in class,a good secretary,

i felt tat i was trampled by u....

Chinese Club president all r control in ur hand ,

while i only can see u from a side...

see ur happiness n ....

sometimes,

i will think ...

why i so lazy n didn't put all my effort on it...

is because i scare of u ?

i know u always respected by other...

n i only can watch a side...

Last Thursday,all the prefect go their class and take care of the discipline...

i saw that mun cheng n other form 2 prefect talking wif u...

smiling n laughing at there...

i felt alone...

Then i knew i only their senior n only a normal friend,

a very normal ,normal friend...

i felt i only the waste....

Johnathan,Phang hate me ....

i knew ...

i won't care about them...

feeling or wat...

become a prefect ,

u should sacrifies...

tis is my last time mision,

but now,

i think how best i do are aso useless...

cuz not nobody saw my sacrifies...

only saw u....

u r attractive in our prefect group...

cuz u active...

good in communication...

while i...

now i tried to learn how to communicate wif them...

i only the begineer in the games...

i won't get lose in it...

walk in front bravely...

At here,

u must congrate me ...

i already put down my ''puppy loves''...

all my childish attitude,

i am trying to change...

i hope i can like the 'ppl',(if u got see my last blog u will knoe)

as normal..

like the fairy tale...

love forever..