thank 4 my friend tat k me...~by a sad girl

Yesterday,

i saw ur message...

i cried in front of the computer...

i m selfish,

yes,recently yes...

ur message damn hurt me...

till my mum saw tis situation...

my mum didnt tell anything n juz scolding me,

asking me is tat a idiot...

why u oni knoe how to k other feeling?

u k them,but is tat those people will k bout u?

no true friend wont die...

but no friend wil die...

tis world no true friend at all...

nope..

suddenly i felt awake ...

my mum scold me as idiot...

IDIOT...

I felt i really like a retart...

juz like wat m.y said...

no naive,no innocent at all...

juz a retart idiot...

but today,

i saw ur sms,

i feel excited,but my heart was also worried...

if i refriend wif u...

how bout her??

I am trying to say...

Although i said i will try my best to friend wif her...

but my heart no tat meaning...

i dun wan...

i told her alr...

advice her...

but,she dun wan to change..

not my fault...

she really dunno wat she wrong...

like tat...

so,i decided to leave her away n follow them...

actually tis is no ur fault...

no becuz of tat thing...

i wont k or busy body in ur stuff...

no jealous any more...

juz between her n i...

i felt tired wif her...

tired wif her...

However,thank for u ...le ming,joo yee 1,joo yee 2,may yee,n mei lin...i really happy tis week...u gave me the strengh...no repel me ...thank...

From ur retart friend,

k.m

freedom,pls!

I juz like a little birdy,

tat lives in cage..

under incourage by parents...

no freedom..
why i can't juz like other people...

go out wif my dearest friend..

group study,shopping,class party,friend celebration..

no,no,no,...

why..

is tat i still young??

Or i too naive n innocent??
I am 15 tis year...

juz giv me little bit freedom..

now,i lack of freedom..

while..

tention,stress coming forward me...

i wan my teenager life was wonderful..

can u juz let me...

BREATH.....

Juz let me like the picture..

smile everyday,no wif sadness...

... ...

Why u alwayz do somethingz to hurt me...

again..n...again...

I tried my best to friend wif u..

to communicate wif u..

to know well u..

but,u still doing d same wrong..

while i still blur wif u...

i can't know well u..

cuz u alwayz close minding n dun wan let me explore...

is tat u care bout our relationship or not??

U won't know when u hurt me..

or i hurt u..

u won't know why i emo..

u won't know why i will suddenly get angry...

cuz u didn't understand me..

L.X oni came for how many months...

She knew me well tat u...

i knew u for 3 years..

but i still not understand u...

I try to control myself ..

dun k wat u trying to hide d secret...

between her...

dun k when tuition Maths period ,

wat u two done...

hide d paper here n there...

Moreover,

i probably want to tell u ..

i dun k alr...

wat u chat wif her..

i dun k..

Dun think i dunno..

I juz act like dunno...

and,

pls dun thk me as a person tat easily get angry n all...

let me tell u ...

FROM NOW,I WON'T K UR STUFF N BISNESS between she n u..

And,

i juz act u as my best friend...

but,

u still try this again...

i will tell u..

Dun let me act like L.m ...

Follow d steps wat she had done to u...

although i am soft -heart 2 friendship...

although u wrong,

lastly i m the person who said sorry...

this post is writting bout u n pls dun try to push aother people into d water...

I know u know wat i mean,rite???

i really dun wan to break our triangle friendship...

pls,pls,pls...i dun wan to be tat kind of people n dun let me try to do tat...

*tis post feeling oni 4 2day...i will 4get..after tomorrow..n dun tell me or talk bout it at school...i want our life now,kk?*