friendship broke

Today is my 16 days that tjy didn't talk with me .She is my best friend in my class too.Same as llm too.They two can said is my best best friend in my life.They two good to me amd me too.But,suddenly only ,they become unfriendly with me .You know what is the reason a not.Because of.. ...(private)They two scold me back.I was so hurt till now too.Why lah?Why u all should do me like this ..I suffer for it .Why u all have a same taste as me lah?First a boy ,then a girl .Why only u can have it and i can't ?So hurt in it ,u know ?The blood dropped in my heart ,deepper and deeper .So painful ??I dun wan this life ,i want to get out from this suffer.(No die opinion,ok)Who can help me ?

Today ,exam science and moral .Many people meniru when the exam .Including the 1A prefect Dhi Ren and Kisheen .How can them ?But this is very normal when exam .Cause me too .This is my first exactly meniru lol...(o.o) I dun think so i proud for myself ,while is opposite.

Bye .Have a nice bath at my bathroom now .Gotta bye .

Accident

Yesterday was a heavy rainning at here.With this cold climate timer ,i hope i can enjoy a cup od hot beverage.Unfortunely ,there was no any hot water .So , at the same time ,i felt boring and lonely at the workshop.My brother and i went out for testing the speedy car which drove by him .That was a super car ,ready!!Lancer Evaluation lighting car fly on the wet road .It was so excited and adventure too .Suddenly ,the car turn and turn like play on the roller coster .We crash the car badly .We crash the car with a small Kancil car .The car detroyed badly at that time .''Oh man...How lah ..'' i shouted .We drove the car then turn back to the shop .We two have a smash fromm my father.

Ha Ha ,this is my experience for me in this accident !!

so bad lah !!!

I WANT A GIRL / BOY FRIEND TOO

When i saw my friend ,i was very jealous them.Cuz them have a proper boy / girl friend .While i only a singer girl .Some of my friend ,they have a ''less'' girl friend ,but some time ''less'' no wrong ,right ???

I want the hotness from my friend too.I was boring for my life .I hate this ,i hate that .... ...I felt my friend trying to betray me .Maybe is my imagination.Cuz nowaday ,i was very sensitive with all my friend.Cuz wif this ,many boy normal friend didn't like to join me.

I hope have someone will join me .Be my friend .... ...

Le Ming r u know i love u long time ago...

Friend ,carmen waiting for u ....

unknown

Today was a boring day .Tne lock ran very slow , as slow as a tortise walking.Anything happen today i dun want to say.Police station , temple and home i have gone to .That is a worderful and excited dreaming at those places ...

Worderful day... ...No reverage blog

Today ,i drank a cup of tea and enjoyed my breakfast.The breeze were cool and fresh .Maybe i never woke up early like 6.30am ,so i felt cool .After my breakfast ,i went to the nearest garden having a worderful jogging .

I know my people saw my blog will say : Carmen ,ur blog always full of reverage and hateness.Why this time ...???I very hate u all.Cuz u all didn't add me as a fans .

'' ~!@#$% '' u all are ... ...

Today ,my worderful day was full of fun and interesting .So ,i nothing to write in my blog .
HaHa ...Today ,my blog didn't write any reverage and hateness.What a certain day !!!


Holiday sometimes can be very boring and fun too.Only see the owner will use the time or not.


Nite ..

Actually friendship is that can be believe by us ???

U tell me lah ...Is that friendship can be believe by us ???I very meseable of love and friendship.I just like a little bird in the cage ,don't how to free myself.U tell me lah ???What can I do ???This is break down my friendship or wat???

How many times i want to cry ???But , i don't know why i cry or cuz what i cry ???

I have a best friend .I do her best friend for 4 years ,from a ugly duck becomes a beautiful swan .I can't control myself.When i saw her ,i will think back many things.About my .....

How???How???I want to cry .I hope i want to die too.

CRY can't solve any problems ,die too.So how??


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Friend and love ,how to different it ???

Till now , i believe love and friend very hard to different it.Cuz ,in the world ,we can't find a very very best friend.But ,if u get a best friend ,u must good to her /him as a friend .

Today ,i only know.All my friends beside me all like ''two faces phantom''.Sometimes ,friend to you .Sometimes , hate u like a enemy.Till u can't differnt it.Sometimes ,the people so weird and scary.I readly don't how to solve my friendship 's problem.When i wrote this blog ,i actually want to cry.I can't control my sad.I hope i can have a best friend to share my sad.

While love ,i don't know.Sometimes,i very jealous.I jealous this and that.So now ,i decided to put down all my love to the boy just same as my best friend.Before this ,i and my best friend because love a same boy until want to break this friendsip.So from now,i want to put down all the loves.Become a single and happy girl.

Now,i am a SINGLE girl.

I will catch back my lover next year or after the next year.That time i will catch back last b.f. .You must wait for me b.f.

what a school day

I didn't write for a few weeks.I think because i very happy in the period .But,good period wouldn't last very long .All the perfects not as friendly as last time .Now,all like hungry tigers only want to ''eat'' peoples .While the 2A boys didn't talk with me since the idiot Pak Juin like a microphone told all the students.I want to put the name because he lets me felt dispointed with him.Said about him,until 3 days 3 nights also can't finish the whole story.

What is the meaning of ''bamboozald''?I don't unterstand the word.If u know,write in my comments.

Today was Hari Gerko.It was a worderful time at school.At 7.15 am ,i came to school.Then kawat kaki .The VIP so cheap want.He only drive a damn wira car to our school.We Pandu Puteri tought ,the VIP person will be very rich and wealth.Readly lets us happy and cry too.

Then ,12.15pm afternoon,we sang ''Geylang Si Paku Geylang'' and ''Beauty and the Beast''.We sang very well.I gave myself 95% ,another 5% lose was because my costum --Baju Kurung too short and no confident in my singing.I scare to sing .Scare this ,scare that ,because of sad ,i can't do anything.

The party was finished.Everybody gone ,including me too.Maybe this is the experience for me at the stage.

HAHA... ...

Yesterday and today ,i was happy and upset ,too.Yesterday happy because yesterday was choosen the junior becoming a 'pengawas tetap'.All the junior very happy until cried.Exspecially xxx .They all very happy.Only five people in process comform the people.Many people took their happiness to everyone .They all very hardworking and to thier works.While,Gab came and said thank to me .She said if didn't have my comment in her prefect book ,today she won't got it.She very happy.Now only ,i know i also a good prefect in school .HaHa.Joke only lah.

Today ,12.30 afternoon was Hulubalang cheer riding .It was a damn time with all the indian girls.They all didn't care about me .Dance their step .I can't follow.(because i am a slow learner)Then , called me to sit at Kent's shoulder.It waas a redicullar thing .But ,i also done it.They still said me ,u must balance...

Pls forgive me ,human !!(if u r human,u must see)

I was very upset.My things was happening around me.How do you think what problems that now i facing ???Friendship ,relationship ,or what else ...What answer u will guess???

The answer is all above the answer.Are u correct ???I don't know what i am writting now also.
But,in this week , i learned a chinese idiom .The idiom is about ...About what ???You guess lah..Must use brain or IQ mah !!!Today is a big storming rainning day,tomorrow will be a worderful sunny day.What mean ???Find in your dictionary lah...If not , buy a chinese dictionary and learn lah.

At here ,i want to sorry a best friend in my class.She quite good and kind to me.But ,this week was something happen ,our friendship just like a mirror felt down from the hill and break .Very hard to do back ,although redo ,but that mirror is not a original mirror that we have together.

Actually i need to sorry many people .Quite a lot of people.Especially my parent and my dearest friends.I very sorry to them.About what???Private,ok !!!

In koir that Friday,i hate myself because of i can't control my emo .When competition ,we lose .I sorry to you ,XXX.I know my singing very bad .I in your group is only give u extra things to do.Sorry.

Sorry ,sorry , sorry !!!! Sorry ,everyone especially human !!! you...If u is a human ,comment lah...

Asurprise open day...

I didn't write for Sunday because my family and i go for Sunway for one day trip.It was a worderful Sunday in Sunway.My father bought whole family tickets .I was very expensive ,adult RM90 while child is RM60.Me leh quite cheap (because i bought child's ticket,don't tell anybody )

I went for many theme park.I t was too excited for me to enjoy the games and swimming.I went to Scream Park to play the ghost house ,until i cried in the ghost house.Until now,i can't forgot that trip and especially the ghost house.The ghost all very crazy , only did me ,other leh no bully wan.

Now,change the topic Told about today.Today is Open Day.Some parents will scold their childen.While my mum is different.My mum was sitting at there ,and queue and wait at my classroom.I know i didn't get good result in my lauguage.But,i didn't tell my mum.Although mum was not care about my result at all.Today,when my mum sitted down,Pn.Ng said i didn't like Form 1 so childish .I very surprise because Pn,Ng will say like this .I think Pn.Ng will give me bad comment.I was not respect to her when she teaching Moral.I felt diserpointed with myself ,really i said.

So from today ,i must change my attitide and respect Pn.Ng and all the teachers.I must think back ,maybe Pn.Ng must follow the intrustion lah.

Who know???

Teachers' hard ,who know???Are u agreee with me ???

I hate Friday

I hate Friday because Friday the Malay guy will go to ''solat''.So,we will late to come to school.
Addition,the stupid Malay guy En.Azmi teaches Sivik ,so i most probaly will die if i can hear what he trying to teach.(Because i am a hyperactive and active girl in class)

Friday , Friday ,Friday ,i hate this day.Today i guite ok.I can control my anger.But i quite diffucult to hand myself.Because in my ''pasar malam'' class ,all the Indian like to play the bottle .Kick and broke it ,is that fun and excited to play???

Today ,nothing happen to me so my blog will be little bite short .U want me to talk about 2A class.I will heart attack ,if i tell all the true thing.They things until 24 hours also can't finish talking about their topic.

Good nite to my fans.

''You can't be a perfect''told by Pak Juin

''You this perfect is useless...!!!'' I am a perfect in xxx schhol.I know 2A class students very ''sombong''.I know it.And I know a lot about them.Don't think i won't tell Pn. Lim.Although i like a little mice heard what u said and follow u intructions.But,that not mean ,i won't tell Pn.Lim about u all.I very dangerous,u don't make me angry;while i won't ''kacau'' u.Who is the people ??They will know their own.No need to said ,they will know.

But,never mine i am a open minding person.Although 2A class student saw my blog,but i won't care about them.While i want them know ,how their hurt a little girl or a little mice.The people are Bryan ,Arvin ,Pak Juin ,Jessica ,Aswary and other in 2A class.Including Samantha Wong the Chi-dia.I will get the revage of u all.I readly tired,although i so interesting my jod --perfect .But , i know i nly their tools to do somebody.I am only a tools.I very hurt .If i ''kejam'' to u ,u don't angry me who calls u makes me hurt in this 'perfect' game.I am so tired .I can resign my places to other people,but i must defend all the people who hurt me before i leave.


I don't know who is the good and who is the bad.I don't know why all the people must break down the friendship .Who is my angel and who is evil???

You tell me lah... I so sad why u all want to bully me lah ... Why ??? Tell lah............

I will revage what the teacher do ... ...

I can said today is a worderful day ,because the stupid Pn. Ng didn't came to school.I can cantinue reading my favourite book which buy from Popular last week.The book quite interesting.I like this book very much.However,my school life always same and unchange.BORING ,BORING AND BORING everyday...


I felt i be throw by my friend especially 2A class 's friends.All of them were different like last year.Our friendship just like break down suddenly.I don't know how to pronouns the words and pain in my heart.I think human will change thier emotion automatic.While my boy friend ,i didn't tell him that i like him.Because i know this thing must say by the boy not a girl.So , i will wait the person to say .I will be wait ,the boy that i like in 2A.In my life,i only love 2 boys.One is Form 2A and another 3A.

Today got a Malay guy and Malay girl ask for my handphone.They said they ask for their friends,said want to help their friend to pikat me.I felt up and down.Happy and unhappy.But,i want to say ,before 17 years old ,i hope i can concentrate my study,no love, no couple.

Lets me continue next time lah.Bye . (o.o)

I will write blog when i feel angry ,sad ,happy and boring.I will wait u ,my guy.

Now,i so tired !!!

Before holidays ,i prepared for my exam.I hope i can pass my MATHS , SCIENCE AND MORAL.In my mind ,this three subjects is my difficult papers.So, i study hard for this three subjects.

However,i got it.I not only pass my Moral ,i also get 'B' for my Moral subject.I was happy and excited .But the next day , the super duper idiot Pn.Ng came and said:''everybody must -3 ,
because ...''When i heard it , i very worried about my marks .I scared i will be the 'lucky' person.
Because 3 marks, my paper from 'B' became 'C'.I was so sad that times.But the stupid teacher came and said :'' 3 marks also want to cry....''When i heard ,i readly want to hit and beat her.But,that times,i remembe that my mum said we must respect teacher...So,i low down my voice.

So the next day,i did not said Good Afternoon to her.Because i think this stupid teacher only know violet,and she no polite to students.So,from that times, i felt i very tired.I study for my exam also can't take good result.I,Carmen readly felt very tired....

So ,i want to say :'' CARMEN FELT VERY TIRED ,READLY, READLY TIRED.....''

In my life...

In my life, there was no happiness day .
In my life, there was only a bore and sadless day.
In my life , there was only a sacrifies and work everyday.
Who knows me???
Nobody,my friend ...
NO,
My family ...
NO,
Only me ...
Carmen Lonely Princess

This only a stupid poem which written by me in this blog.
I know there was a few people see my blog,
But, i must know,
this only blog ,no a essay competition.

Bro , Is that diseases very hard to defend ???

Yesterday,i din't write my blog because my bro went to hospital.He was sick yesterday.He were warming , fever and asma.So ,we sent him to Columbia Hospital.From 12.00 pm until 3.45pm ,we waited for my bro's room.How stupid ,right???I saw my bro very ...I was so sad too.I don't know how i can help my bro.Because of him,we all very sad.This Saturday holiday journey to Penang is finished.Because of take care my bro,so everybody must go to hospital ''on duty''.

At here , i hope my bro can defend this diseases away by himself.

(O.o)

Is that a good thing

I have many secret .But,i alway keep in my heart.Because i know , if u tell u best friend a very important secret,she will tell another friends.So ,i didn't tell anybody including my best best friend or either my family.

I alway help my mum to keep a lot of things.Either big or small secret ,i also will keep it.So ,i am my mum 's manager nor CEO .Today , i heard my mum said my father always bully by the stupid man.The man very fierce and have many wife at outside.Although his wife and he have 3 daughters,but he never take care of them.He can be the super duper naughty and little bully in the world.I very hate him.Sometimes,i very hate and unpolite with him , but he thinks me like to play with him.Mum said we must respect and polite people ,although he is a thief or what...

So, can u all tell me what can i do to him???Sometimes,i readly want to kill him ,but u all know kill will be caught by police.So , how lah???

(o.o) Teach me lah...

A secret in my life...

Nowaday , many teenager will think about love.So ,me too.But ,our parent will be not agree we have a girl or boy friends.Because it will make us fall in to a trap.

Then , how we please our generous parents???

''Mum and Daddy ,i already 1x years old .I will take care myself.I won't because of love and sarcrife my body.Please mum and dad !!!''

So ,all the people will use this way to please their parents.Then ,how would u think about me ???Use this trick to please??This is imporsible way to please my parents.So ,i only can be love my favourite boy quietly.Some girls said :''we,girls can be single until we old ,we can take care ourselves by no boys.NO boyz , we won't die...But , some girls said:''everybody must have a life partner with us , then they can do their responsibility ,protect us , care us and built a warm family.

Then after 2 years ,our partner will be very boring and uninteresting with us .They started find another partner and lif away us.Just like a little girl don't like the doll , she will start hate the doll and throw the doll away.Although i hope i can have a good partner to walk with me in my life.But , this is imporsible...

In my school,i love a boy.He quite handsome and clever.He and I also a school prefect,i want to be prefect also because i can have my own partner with the same status.This can be push up my status.He study first class while i study second class.But ,i very a shame i study at second class,I no so clever and nice than other girls that he know.I only a ugly duck...So how??

A super duper boring 1 June

Today afternoon was rainning.While I am sitting at my father's workshop and enjoy my reading and hear my '988' radio stesen.I am still continue reading my favourite book"Twilight".Named "New Moon".This book quite bore but quite interesting .The story is full of magic and adventure.If u felt boring , u can try to read this book.It will give you undifferent feeling.In my mind , i hope we study and play everyday.No exam , No study ,only play and joke everyday at school . Become a proper girl in teachers' eye.All the friends like to near me .I think this is more important in my school life.Are you same opinion with me ,don't likes holidays???Tell me lah about you....

U guess who is the boy ???

The school bells ring and the school responds immediately everyday.All the footsteps lead into their classrooms.Just like little chicks walking back to their coup.School life sometimes can be tedious and boring .However , I am lucky to be in a class with my interesting classmates since Form 2.They are very funny,This is the wonderful experience of the first lessons with them.

But the wonderful experience of the first lesson did not last very long ; soon the sounds of screaming girls filled the classrooms'alarming teacher's scolding and the demorous noise like a fish market filled our class.There was our fomous class --2 xx .However ,it is their company that spices up the bland schooldays of mine.The three come from different planets and tribes.

First,I want to introduce my friend who is the first one who come on to my mind.He is a very funny and intersting person.Sometimes,he can bevery serious and in deep concentration in hiss homework and attitude.He is good in Maths .He has a super memory to remember all the knowledge and the text book materials.

He is a tall ,plump boy with the tanned complexion and wild hair as if he has just come out from the jungle.Thus,he is called by the stranger of the ice cream man' this nickname.Many girls adore for him.He also is an incorrigible chatterbox whose misdeeds and pranks have become legendary.He is also the jester in our class,more of a loud,mime if you call it.I think he will be a famous actor when he grows up.So , you guess who is the boyz???
Tell me the answer at my comment .I will reply the answer in 48 hours.

So , let me continue this blog next time...

A happy and unhappy day

Today , i very happy.I freedom from my mum's cage.I go shopping and cinema .Watch a wouderful and excited film .This is excited than sit at the roller caster.Then,I go to Popular Book Shop to buy my favourite books.That is Twilight,Hex and the single girl and Today's Special which written by A.M. Goldsher.Then,I saw Le Ming ,my best friend at the book shop.But the bad things is behind me ,my dominant mum always nagging me.She said me very naughty and lazy.She said me 'pakat' with my friends and go Popular Book Shop.I very angry with this .Why she will think her daughter like this .Why ??Are me in your heart is this kind of person?Lazy , naughty and unhonest girl .