wat is the meaning of friendz...

the worst week for me...

This week is the worst week for me...

In friends,family,doing somethin...

it won't be success...

Maybe i am useless...

Actually,

i wan to be the lonely princess,

free from doing n helping mum at shop n home...

free from scolding me,

free from using me like idiot,

free from hearing talking about me...

free from this world or my home...

i am not annoying or blame everyone...

only i want to ask:

why u all not believe?

At school,u two sharing urs secret,

besides tat,

u can tell pxx jxxx more than me...

i think maybe we hav some problem we haven't solve...

if not,

why u can't share ur secret together..

wif u ,wif me n l.x

is tat be trustable...

or treat me like a idiot...

i dunno...

i really dunno...

maybe u can think me as a annoying person...

at home,

i tell u all i didn't lie,

but,u still scolding me...

i think i hav problem ,

wat problem?

maybe mental problem...

yes,MENTAL PROBLEM...

I freaking fake on it...

While another u,

when u close wif me,

xx,will jealous...

to prevent to close wif u..

i try to ...

but,it is diffucult...

however,i will try my best to stop closing wif u ...

talking wif u...

i aso will stop to help ur two relationship...

i know however i say,

u won't hear..

so ,ur n her stuff ...

i dun k by now....

actually ,

when i saw ur blog tat u want to be pengerusi of chinese club...

i really wan to tell u...

not only u want...

me too...

but,i know it was very diffucult...

m.c n u were very close...

friendly...

but,i will try my best to get it...

i will put all my effort to try it...

although who will be...

but i will accept the answer...

think positively..

some will ask:r u still love him?

let me answer to u...

Yup,i love him a lot...

but now,

i will try to put down...

forget all the nonsense between him n i...

think for future...

studies n so on...

last week,

i think i should not blame to the teacher...

changing my place wif her..

maybe...

i sit wif xxx ,

i will be more concentrate to study...

cheer wif my seat...

''bling,....''cheer!!!

*my blog is confidental n public,pls dun be angry if u saw it...it is only my feeling for today...

tomorrow ,maybe i will be a different person...if somebody will angry me n dun wan to friend

wif me...i can only accept,cuz my opinion is...friendship will not be change if ur friend was a understand person*

is tat me untrustable???

When we two is a very good friend...

suddenly,..

u join wif us...

u share wif her ur secret...

till,she tell me..

shw want to sit wif u..

more tat me...

i knew tat..

i been throw out...

n i been alone ...

cant tell wif u...

cant share my secret wif u...

i felt i am out from my group..

juz like u last time..

is tat me really unstrustable??

u cure my heart...

how can u be like tat...

is tat me r u friendz...

i will change...

i wont tell...

but,hope u giv me a chance..

to more understand u...

although i am38..

but,i will make the change...

HEADACHE of u 2

I saw the blog ..

their blogs...

although they blog very complicated...

but,

wat they want to pronouns...

i know...

not only me,i think many people know it...

if u two really want to friend back,

pls ,pls,pls...

dun be so silly...

wat generation now??

pls be open minding....

although the friendship break before...

but if u really hav the effort...

save this relationship lah..

dun blur at there...

a spider will spinning its web although rainning or windy day,

not because it hardworking,

is because it hav the effort to save its ''home''...

i feel boring now...

tired when i saw u two....

i dun wan tis situation continuing in my brain...

imagine urself ...

who will suffer???

oni u n her...

u n her...

Sick again..
tempereture 39' c
bad lah...
i hate sick...
feel lazy aso...
i heard tat u already break your love wif him...
dun noe happy or not??
~SIMPLY WRITTING~

sick girl's writting...

today,
i juz like sick cat..
sleeping on the bed..
till now,
i juz online ...
for fun...
then,
i realise tat sick feeling was bad...
but,
i think...
how about the friendship ''sick'' to them..
freezen ...in the refrigerator...
without medicine treatment...
sometimes,
i feel mad to them...
but,
i aso feel sad to another friend...
her situation juz like me...
juz like how xx deleted me at Facebook...
how she delete me in anywhere...
dun talk wif me ...
dun care wif me..
even worst dun see u...
of cuz,
tis is my real story..n experience...
so,i know...
i know the pain of friendship...
really,
u will cry if u r me...
although now she add me back...
i think i would know...
dun ever put ur whole effort to it...
cuz,
if u put ur whole effort...
u will fall down badly...
....hope all the friendship in the world can be forever...

Attn

If i wrote some thing to blog ,
i would like to say sorry,..
i thought u won't see my shit blog
but u saw it...
although my blog is open for everyone...
pls be secret n confidental...
hateness is useless...
must solve is the important...


SORRY

non-tittle

After i saw the blog...
i really wan to cry...
is tat she really very lonely...
or she is crazy of her friendship...
Today's morning,
i went n clean my room...
i saw a piece of paper...
inside the papaer wrote our conversation...
Tis conversation wrote when we two taking parts in prefect interview...
tis convesation of cuz private...
cuz tis conversation ...
our relationship become worst...
tat time only lah...
i realised friendship is very important...
so,
i start to care about other..

but,someone still no realised tat...
maybe she didn't understand me...
or wat...
our relationship become worst n worst...
when she needs me...
she will join me ...
if not,
who cares!!
I hate her actually...
till now,
she feel alone...
she came n join me...
i knew tat they two relationship is getting worst n worst...
is tat ishould help them...
or dun cares they ''shit bisness''?

it tat break the relationship like tat???
or ....

tention....life

it is my secret!!!

so, dun tell anyone accept u see my blog,

dun tell me...

Start...

When i receive u blog,

i felt very angry tat times ,

but,

when i understand ur problem n feeling....

i knew tat u really same as last time...

like the grass on the field let the human stepped on it ,

i knew tat actually u aso very tention...

But when i think about u,

i very stress n tention,

u good in studies and co-co,

a good prefect,good AJK in Chinese Society,
a good treasurer in class,a good secretary,

i felt tat i was trampled by u....

Chinese Club president all r control in ur hand ,

while i only can see u from a side...

see ur happiness n ....

sometimes,

i will think ...

why i so lazy n didn't put all my effort on it...

is because i scare of u ?

i know u always respected by other...

n i only can watch a side...

Last Thursday,all the prefect go their class and take care of the discipline...

i saw that mun cheng n other form 2 prefect talking wif u...

smiling n laughing at there...

i felt alone...

Then i knew i only their senior n only a normal friend,

a very normal ,normal friend...

i felt i only the waste....

Johnathan,Phang hate me ....

i knew ...

i won't care about them...

feeling or wat...

become a prefect ,

u should sacrifies...

tis is my last time mision,

but now,

i think how best i do are aso useless...

cuz not nobody saw my sacrifies...

only saw u....

u r attractive in our prefect group...

cuz u active...

good in communication...

while i...

now i tried to learn how to communicate wif them...

i only the begineer in the games...

i won't get lose in it...

walk in front bravely...

At here,

u must congrate me ...

i already put down my ''puppy loves''...

all my childish attitude,

i am trying to change...

i hope i can like the 'ppl',(if u got see my last blog u will knoe)

as normal..

like the fairy tale...

love forever..