miss the moment

In degree,
I am happy than last time.
More fun and surprises I got from my friends.
Besides that, I found my partner.
Although I can't bear with "Oculus", because of him.
I went with him and my other friends to watch horror for the first time at Sunway.
I still remember how scare is the movie is.
I still remember how I get into his arm.
I still remember how he tap my head.
I still remember how he console me.
I still remember how he protect me, although he is scare at that time.
But, I do not how to say out.
Is that I LOVE YOU hard to say so?