compication

Long time i didn't write for my blog...
Cause buzying ..
Now ,
my relationship with my friends hav some complicate...
I dunno why they do that to me ...
I aso dunno why they wan to hurt me like that ...
It that i did something wrong to them..
I dunno ...
I eally dunno..
I actually dunno...
I hope i can stand beside the beach ...
Forgive them what they did to me...
If hav a drink that let me forgeet all the sad things..
I think i would like to hav a try...
Forget and free myself...
maybe in the ocean...
dreaming in it...