Extension of Semester - Pain

Be a third-year student, I should be proud of myself.
I shall, but I don't.
Because I have extended my semester,
and most probably I can't graduate on time with my fellow friends.
Feel kind of embarrassing as well as sad.
I couldn't stop thinking that my graduation, my friends' graduation.
It was just a needle pokes on me.
Feel so helpless, feel so stupid.
If I would follow my desire and persuade into IB earlier,
I wouldn't be in the shittest time.
Overestimate myself that I can study Finance.
Overestimate hits me hard.

I know, I shouldn't compare myself with my friends,
yet I scared to graduate myself.
It is much happier to graduate with your fellow friends than being alone.
The sharing happiness, the excitement.

Oh no! I can't really continue writing this...
Pls allow me to post this without a proper ending.
This writing is really painful.

Abroad Career Experience - Internship at DXB

Time flies and now comes to the last month staying here before the completion of my internship.

From moving to a new country where I do not familiar or speak the language and culture, it was the difficult thing to overcome. The adaptation of the cultural immersion and learning the new languages makes me more adaptable, open-minded, aware and accepting all of the individuals while working in the real workplace. It was just like a thing that I want to give it a try.

Things in life are worth working out of its culture and eye opening. The international intern experience was fantastic, just like riding a roller coaster. This experience gave me better ideas and global perspectives to think what I want to do in my current study and/or future career. I am incredibly lucky to have had this experience because I will never know great things happen if I never think of stepping outside of my comfort zone! Therefore, I am here to advise you. Go and grab the chance to do intern, no matter local or abroad. Challenge yourself out of the zone may shape you to be a more confident, well-rounded individual. This is absolutely true, I promise!  

Honestly, I have always had an interest in doing business internationally since I was in my high school and it was a thrill to be chosen by my current company with well-paid allowance. This opportunity was so amazing, like the magic charm, as it will alter everything you do after your internship. From this career experience, I able to find out what is really important to my future career path and job opportunities. It was such a memorable trip for me! I believe if I never get to try this experience, I will never know what the outcome is unless I decide to take a leap and do something different. Thank you very much for giving me such great internship experience living abroad and turn myself into more independent one. Now, I gained my career experience abroad and I found my own future pathway. How about you?