i quit....

i quit from pengawas game...
quit becoming a perfect....
i thk n thk so many thingz...
is tat i suitable to become a perfect...
lastly,i did my decision on FB...
tat is letak jawatan...
of cuz,tis is no because i m a copy cat...
is because i hate perfect lifestyle...
no money untung lagi mau kena marah o...
Becoming a perfect is such a waste....
waste energy...study time....
how i can suffer tis 4 last three yearz....?
so i decide quit n balance my study....
done well in my study ....
not as weak like now...


PMR result is damn 4 me...
cuz i didn't put all my effort in the exam...
menyesal sekarang...
so i have to accept lol....!


my love....

argue...ment....

i juz post tat blog yesterday....
i thought something will be different....
alr 3 days they dun wan to talk to each other....
oni call me to pass the message to each other....
i juz they post-women or their bridge....
i wan to put down....
cuz i wan to break my head....
better ran to oversea rather stay at here...
live myself or leave me in a room....
let me crazy or die even best....

while u,
thank for ur comment....
i still think u can be back n start a new 'light' wif her....
although i dunno at had happen between u two...
but i know....
u two still love wif each other....

u,
u hate me...
never mind....
i can juz one eye open,one eye close....
oni i can do is cheer u up...
by my retard's favourite action....
or JOKE....s
i hope u can stop tackle me from the FB....
cuz my emotion is unstable....
my heat in the body will release one day ......
u think oni u can angry me..?
and i wouldn't do tat ...
juz stop wat u do now...
''Saya tak kacau awak..,u jangan sesekali kacau saya''
cuz not everything i can stop fighting wif u in school or wat...
i hope u know wat i talking about...
stop all ur hateness to me....
cuz i m not SPK in ur hand ....
""NOTICE:I AM NOT SPK OR HER FANS.....""

u,my best fren in school....
u teach me many thing...
i juz knew tat i am so stupid ...
altough we knew not longer tat them,...
but our work....are good better than other....
cheer my fren...
to change the world ....

Break...freeze....

tis week...

got some many couple break down..

my cousin....my fren.....

and aso my best,best fren in my class....

i can see they still luv each other...

although i dunno y they wan to break down...

i felt sad....

cuz the relationship can easily brak....

but,
i still hoope them can be good fren or wat?

u ,

i ask u so many times...

but u juz giv me a simply answer...

no..no..no..

reason is :no feel to him now...

i knoe u juz said...

but u veri k him....

juz dun lie lal...

if u reali dislike...

ignore it...

u again...

i knew u will view my blog....

alr 6 months u didn't talk wif me properly n k me....

i knoe u angry ....

but...

u reali dunno y i angry.....?

or u juz ignore our relationship....

i dunno lah,,,

ur wish....i can juz ......receive....

tis week,

i found i lost my friendship,love n study....

i am loser in everything....

friendship....

i still in trouble....

scare be repeel by fren...

love....

i found but scare to ask....

cuz i thk tis love is still unstable by now...

trouble unstopped coming soon...

i dunno wat can i do....

juz be myself.....

i gonna crash my head ...

by family....

i thk i will ran away from the house....

i tak boleh tahan lah...

argue...argue ....agrue....

u two makee me crazy....

i dun wan to live in the broken family...

i hope u knoe..
i juz wan peace....

y u two can't do tat?

Give me some space n peace.....

in study...bisness...at home....?

let me smile....

take snapshot...

be happy teenage in life....

Am i stupid?

Iagree i am little bit retard....
I agree i am little bit stupid....

Bad in basketball shooting...
study........
communication....
and more....

But,
i still dunno y u wan to hurt me again n again....
alwayz stop me away...
dun let me try....
cheek me...

u,mum,
i reali dunno wat i can do...
i felt away from u ....
i am under control....
wat u said i aso follow...
i try to do.....
but u scold me wif those bad thing...
but i had try my best ...
not to go out wif my friend...
refuse outing...
but...
i wan hav my own memories wif my friend...
i knoe u trying to protect me...
but i am fifteen this year...
can u juz giv me a little bit of freedom....
u make my like a child who still under control by u....
can u juz giv me some times for me with my friend...?


frenz,
i knoe i m 'trouble' for u all....
i felt sorry too...
n retart....am i rite?
but i juz wan to cheer u all....
like tat our friendship wont me far distance....
n tis is my wayz to keep pur friendship without breaking....
i hope u all knoe....

while u ,unknown,
i can felt ur ''un-acception''...
i knoe what i should do....
juz be normal....
without cure anyone....

CHEER WIF STUPID HERE!!!!!!~
Dear ,can u hear me?